Speech of Self- Introduction

I realized that I'm still not that great at speaking with just notes and not a full speech. But with this speech I learned that my community has more of an affect on my life that I thought. And maybe I should start behaving in the way that would reflect me and not just what everyone wants me to be. With doing these speeches I have found that I would rather give a speech infront of a thousand people than just a camera. I really have a problem thinking about that this will be watched so I'm not just talking to the camera I am talking to the people watching.